Failure is my failure. Success is my success.
I account for what I do. I build and work with my team, that’s enough. I don’t need to prove it to anyone who is not relevant to my team. The result belongs to ours.
If I die, one day it will come, what is the matter?
Live my day full. When I close my eyes and go to peace, what else do I need?
I tried so hard and got so far. In the end, it doesn’t matter. I had to fall to lose it all. In the end, it doesn’t matter.
I think that I lost a part of my soul. Little by little, day by day. One day I was surprised to recognize that I lost a big part already. It’s almost late.
Wake me up inside. I can’t wake up. Call my name and save me from the dark.
I don’t know. I am not sure about anything. Just do it, live each day with all I’ve got. I am so lost.
My memory. My OCD. My ability. My faith.
Save me.
SSR, 7 August 2021.
