Just do it

Failure is my failure. Success is my success.

I account for what I do. I build and work with my team, that’s enough. I don’t need to prove it to anyone who is not relevant to my team. The result belongs to ours.

If I die, one day it will come, what is the matter?

Live my day full. When I close my eyes and go to peace, what else do I need?

I tried so hard and got so far. In the end, it doesn’t matter. I had to fall to lose it all. In the end, it doesn’t matter.

I think that I lost a part of my soul. Little by little, day by day. One day I was surprised to recognize that I lost a big part already. It’s almost late.

Wake me up inside. I can’t wake up. Call my name and save me from the dark.

I don’t know. I am not sure about anything. Just do it, live each day with all I’ve got. I am so lost.

My memory. My OCD. My ability. My faith.

Save me.

SSR, 7 August 2021.